Post the Thirty-Fifth: WTF, Life.

I'm feeling sort of mixed up. Not sure whether to be happy or not. Some things make me very happy, other things not so much...

Meh, whatever.

I've been thinking about New Year's Resolutions and whether I want to do any. I think I've decided on two.
1) Write 1000 words every day, if possible.
2) Study harder, keep up with readings, and try my best.

#1 is a loosely-applied resolution, because of the 'if possible'. I believe this is for the best. Some days, I cannot because of various other engagements. Other days, I'm too upset to write anything but emo poetry. Maybe I should write those out anyways, it's a good way to vent. Anyways, I'm going to be posting all my writing at Midori Ink, which is a writing blog I've just created. So far there are no posts, but I'm going to go there after I'm done writing this one and start this weird little short love story I came up with this morning while brushing my teeth.

#2 is a standard university student resolution I suppose. I certainly didn't do badly last term, but I feel that was more out of luck than anything else. One of the points I struggle most in is doing the readings, which, by the looks of my classes thusfar, will prove very important. I'm not aiming for a particular GPA, I'm just going to try my best.

I've been spending a lot of my free time watching this Youtube channel called Five Awesome Girls. It's, as the name implies, five girls who vlog. One vlogs every Monday, one every Tuesday, and so on. They're mostly from Wizrock bands, and thus I know a lot of them, and it's kind of cool. They share a lot of my interests and, to be honest, I get lonely a lot, and it's cool to watch their videos and feel like I'm part of a community. The shitty thing is that they decided 2010 would be their last year, so there's no real point in catching up other than just enjoying their videos.

I'm feeling very meh and don't want to depress you or make you worry about me, so I'm going to leave it here for today and go make my first post on Midori Ink.

(PS: The title of the writing blog means green ink. Midori's like my favourite Japanese name and it just means green. So. Just so you know.)